ABC 3: How I Unlocked Vulnerability and Transformed My Relationships
Vulnerability is the feeling we get when we're unsure about what will happen, taking a risk, or putting our heart on the line - it's also the key to deepening relationships with others and yourself
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6 years ago, my engagement broke up.
My beloved dog Poppy was attacked at a dog park and passed away unexpectedly. I was dealing with many family health issues.
And I was launching my first product.
I was so heartbroken, overwhelmed, and exhausted from how heavy everything felt, but the relentless fighter in me just kept going without regard for my emotional and mental wellbeing.
Having put myself through college - I didn't feel like I had the privilege to pause and take care of myself. At that point I was still learning what self-care really was.
I was afraid to admit to anybody I was struggling with juggling a ton of new responsibilities and personal hardship.
I was afraid to be vulnerable and be seen as weak. I was extremely scared and fearful of being a burden to those around me.
I was afraid if I admitted to my friends and colleagues what was going on with me personally, that I wouldn't be accepted.
I finally did though after a lot of hesitation...
... And I was met with love.
My friend told me something profound:
"When you tell me what you're going through, it helps me feel more human too."
That hit me really hard.
After this moment, I realized that I always wanted my loved ones to share with me what they were going through but I never returned the favor.Ā I always wanted to be there for those around me and play emotional support but somehow I never thought I deserved the same.
I learned a great lesson: I was doing myself and my relationships a complete disservice by not sharing what was going on with me.
I learned that it's important to reciprocate the gift of vulnerability because it allows others to tap into their own humanity.
I learned a lot about vulnerability.
Vulnerability is saying "I love you" first.
Vulnerability is admitting when you're wrong.
Vulnerability is opening up about your past struggles.
Vulnerability is admitting you need help.
Vulnerability is trying something new and risking failure.
Vulnerability is trying again after a setback.
Vulnerability is standing up for what you believe in.
Vulnerability is the feeling we get when we're unsure about what will happen, taking a risk, or putting our heart on the line.
Vulnerability is scary.
And at the same time, I learned that vulnerability is the key to deep connections, authenticity, and leadership.
From then - I leaned on my support network, received love, and I was able to get through one of the most emotionally trying years of my life.
My heart healed.
The team rallied, delivering a great product that customers happily paid for.
The family health issues I was dealing with thankfully didn't exacerbate.
I was grateful and found my footing to move forward, stronger and more resilient.
Advice Of The Week: Healthy Vulnerability - Beware The Overshare
When I was first starting to exercise my vulnerability muscle, I overshared a few times.
Always remember - we all have different comfort zones, so what's okay for one person might not be for another.
Some people are fine jumping into personal stuff right away, while others need more time to open up. What really matters is for you to always think about how it affects the other person - could this possibly be triggering for somebody to hear? Can they be trusted with this information about you?
Being vulnerable helps people connect, but oversharing can do the opposite - it can make both people uncomfortable. The listener might feel confused and unable to help. The person sharing can feel alone and unsupported.
You have to assess whether your relationship is "at the right level".
The good news is, for most of us, we all have relationships "at the right level" for the thing you want to share and be vulnerable about.
This is where empathy and emotional intelligence comes in to help you figure this out.
My advice for you - think through some of these questions for healthy vulnerability:
How long have I known this person, and how well do I know them?
Have we shared personal information before, and how did they respond?
Do I feel comfortable and safe when talking to this person about personal matters?
Has this person shown that they can be trusted with sensitive information?
Have we built a mutual understanding and respect for each other's boundaries?
Have they shared personal information with me, showing a level of reciprocity?
It's a bit of a balance and over time you'll be able to build that internal emotional compass to help you find that balance.
Breakthrough Recommendation: Daring Greatly by BrenƩ Brown
Why Itās Awesome:
"Daring Greatly" by BrenƩ Brown explains how being vulnerable can make you
My Favorite Quote:
"Vulnerability is not winning or losing; it's having the courage to show up and be seen when we have no control over the outcome." - BrenƩ Brown
I love this quote because it equates being vulnerable as being courageous. It really got me to think deeper on the concept of courageousness.
If you really think about it - what is courage?
Is courage being fearless, or is courage taking action even when fear is present?
I believe it's the latter.
Actionable Takeaways:
Cultivate a sense of worthiness by practicing self-compassion and letting go of perfectionism. Engage in activities that bring joy and purpose to your life, and surround yourself with supportive people you can lean on.
Develop resilience to inner shame by practicing empathy for yourself and others. When you feel shame, reach out to someone you trust and share your experience.
Being a great leader means embracing vulnerability by showing up as your whole self and creating space for others to do the same. Listen empathetically to others without judgment, offering support and understanding.
Challenge: Share A Small Win
This week, ask someone in your community about a win theyāve had recently, and share your own. It could even be here in the comments of this newsletter!
It could be something small like sleeping more, eating well, getting a good workout, or finishing an assignment.
Make this a habit and you'll find that your connections will deepen over time.
And it feels good too!
What I did this week: I texted a few close friends of mine and asked about their recent life and work wins. I heard some wins around being on top of their physical fitness and successfully shifting team strategy at work. I returned the favor by mentioning that I was able to get some time outdoors to fully recharge with a semi-treacherous but ultimately fulfilling hike which is one of the best ways to reduce stress.
And here's a picture of Poppy - I miss you buddy. You'll always be in my heart.
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